my poor eyes

i have this tendency to sleep at a certain time frame no matter how tired i am. i think it's because i always thought that i can do so much before i head to bed and i dont wanna waste my time lying down when i can get things done. workaholic? nah. there's just a lot of things going in my head. you know, the brain, it's complicated. (HAH nerd joke. LOLSS)

anyway, i'm extra lame when i'm tired. so obviously i'm lame. i mean tired. yea, i really should head to bed now. goodnight world. :)

emo much?

honestly, i dont know what's going wrong with me these days. I have lots of things i know i need to settle and i used to do it in a fast pace and the thoughts of "get it done quickly!" would just be enough to motivate me to really get it done! but why cant i get those thoughts back?

I've been hearing friends around me saying, "ah, i'm getting older." but hey, i'm only in my early twenties! is that old? bahh.

so it got me thinking, what's next? why am i like so? i really need to get my thoughts sorted out. I wouldn't want my mid life crisis to be advanced. talk about the horror *shudders*

I need direction. i need principals. and mostly, i need a living soul, not a hibernating one. loved how glee came up with an original song "get it right". lyrics for the week: "my best intentions keep making a mess of things, just wanna fix it somehow." get it right ;)